Day: May 15, 2020

Good day today

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Today was a decent day for me, my precious grand baby spent the night with us so her mommy could go for her baby dr. check up. That little girl is the reason I am still kicking…. 2 years ago I wasn’t so sure….the pain, the depression, the anxiety that I had just made me want to crawl in a hole and never be seen again. I still feel that way some days, but a lot less now than then. One day soon I will be able to tell my entire story, not really ready for all that yet.

All I can say is thank God for Sadie, my psychiatrist that recognized that medication was necessary and my “confessionalist” for teaching me coping mechanisms.

Crazy thing about this picture….I was having a down day a couple of weeks ago and to occupy my overthinking brain, I got our camera out and downloaded all the pictures…..would you believe I had never seen this picture until that day. I thank God every day for this baby and as I am typing this realizing what a dark place I was in, tears are starting to fall, so with that I will say good night and thank you God for this precious baby….this baby that is almost 2….she will always be my baby and my safety net.

Much love 🥰